Maybe a new me ?

Sometimes, don’t u feel like you yourself don’t fit in with people of your own ? Recently, I went to meet my friends. I found them to be really caring for each other, nice, and helpful. They all had grown up so much. I felt like I had probably missed out on some of the best moments that could have been in my life. The place where I live is not as fun as the place in which I lived before. I think that now, i am ready to show you the actual me. I was scared, at first, cause I don’t know if people outside would ever accept the real and actual me. But, recently I told my old friends about all of my problems, and they understood, they supported me. So, I’m guessing that this is not going to be as bad as I thought it would be.

I am not Emma Rodgers. I am just a girl who posed as a person who does not exist. I first started this blog to become a powerful person and share my story. But, in just a month, I understood that people might not accept me for who I am. That hurt my soul. I posed as another girl and deleted all of my blogs that I had written in the past. Ive always been scared of not being accepted, or being an outcaste. I know how if feels to be alone and have no one to talk to. Ive been bullied in the past and have seen things that no person of my age should see. These couple of years have been pretty devastating and depressing for me. My family and friends couldn’t help me. I wanted to start this blog to help people feel like they were admired for who they are and not what they want to become. I am still scared to show others about my life. But, I am taking baby steps. Ill keep you updated.

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